Wednesday, August 31, 2011

powerful message about the last wake up call we just had!!

Hurricane Irene and My Need for Control
written by Charlie Harary

It’s been all Irene all weekend.

At first we didn’t take it seriously. We live in New York, for goodness sake. We never have hurricanes (or earthquakes for that matter). The fact that Hurricane Irene was in the Bahamas, Florida and even North Carolina is one thing, but it’s not coming up to New York.

Then the city started to shut down. Evacuations, power outages and road closings. We are, for all intents and purposes, on lockdown as we brace for the storm.

As soon as the reality of the situation sunk in, I had this uncomfortable feeling that I couldn’t explain. There was some fear and anxiety, but that wasn’t it. And then, last night, I realized what it was.

I am not in control.

I can’t control where to go, what to do or whether I’ll even have power. I can’t control what will happen to my loved ones, to other people and property. I can’t control if I will have a new swimming pool instead of a basement. My life is just not in my control.

We all love to be in control. When we get in the car, we like to know exactly how to get to our destination and when we will get there. We like to know we have enough money in our bank account to cover our annual expenses. We like our children to act in way where we know how they will turn out when they get older. We take, and stay in, certain jobs because we like to control our financial future. Preparation is one thing. But for most of us, we yearn for control.

But if we’ve learned anything these past few weeks, months and years, is that we are not in control. Stable institutions can fail. Stable governments can get downgraded. Stable environments can have two natural disasters in one week.

We are not in control.

But after the initial discomfort of that reality set in, I had another feeling.

I realized that, in fact, I was in control. Not of traffic, the future of my children, the financial markets or the environment, but I was in control of myself.

I was in control over how I responded to challenge. Would I be stressed or show strength? Would I spend the time doing something meaningful? Would I get frustrated and angry at the loss of property or convenience or would I be satisfied with what I had? Would I start to appreciate the “little” things like electricity and dry roads?

As we stop trying to control what happens to us, we start finding the ability to control what happens from us. We realize that we can control how we live, how we speak to each other, how we appreciate what we have. We can control our response to whatever is sent our way.

In reality, that was the only control we ever had. And by trying to control everything else, we neglected it. We neglected being who we could be, who we really want to be.

Once we gain that control, even Hurricane Irene can’t stop us.


  1. Wow, without realizing, this is exactly how i reacted to what was going on...
    Thank you Chaya Sara for posting this! Welcome back, I missed you :)

  2. Wow, what a power article. Thank you for posting it.
    It was so so nice getting to know you. You are so inspiring!
    I hope you had a good trip back. I really miss you!
    Love, CM

  3. Chaya Sara, welcome back!!!

    Thanks so much for posting this - it's so true. This is how I felt when I was asking people who experienced blackouts if they have their power...Who is the One who has all the power?!
    Who is really in control?

  4. I did't even think of this type of message through Irene until I read Charlie Harary's articles. Thanks for posting this!!!!
    A friend of mine texted me that she lost power today, and then she immediately sent a text "That's weird how that sounds... losing power... man's attempt to control the "Briah", aka electricity,... but HKBH is really in charge..."
    And that is why we have friends, and Chaya Sara, to give us lessons from life situations when we didn't pick up on the message...


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